I wonder how long I could go MIA without people noticing.
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Do you ever play memories in your head like movies? I remember one day I was riding in the car with my mother. I couldn’t have been more than six. I can’t remember the question I asked, but I can remember the response. She told me that one day I’d blink, and that when I opened up my eyes I’d be married with children. Ever since that day, whenever life has gotten way too complicated, I’d shut my eyes as hard as I could and hope that when I opened them she would be right. That life would have gone on while my eyes were shut. That I would open my eyes and all of the chaos that had just surrounded me would have settled into a fantastic life that was just waiting to be lived.
Instead, I’d open my eyes and nothing would have changed. It’s a daunting realization for a child. That no matter how much your life sucks, there is no escape. You have to live out everything that life decides to throw at you no matter how hard you close your eyes. Sometimes, closing your eyes just makes the pain go away.
I remember every single time I’d close my eyes, willing life to move forward without me. I’d say the most horrible part is that every time I’d close my eyes, I’d relive what made me close them in the first place. So every time I would try to escape I just had to relive my own personal hells.
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